I had promised myself that I would not be one of those parents who co sleep with their baby. But to my surprise I’m worse then I could have ever imagined. I don’t only co sleep with my baby I’m actually addicted to it. I can’t sleep unless he’s right there next to me. Every day I promise myself I’ll let him sleep in his crib and every day I end up pulling him out when he gets up for his comfort feed. I feel guilty that he doesn’t really need to sleep with me but I can’t help myself and I know I need to figure this out soon!
He’s growing so fast and I can’t help but think that in the blink of an eye he’ll be independent and would sleep in his own room. I might as well enjoy what I have right now to the fullest. I know I’ll miss his tiny hands over my face or him legs kicking me in the middle of the night and the amazing wake up call I get when he’s sitting up early morning and pinching my nose or kicking his dad in the face. So much to love such little time to enjoy it , I wish I could stop time and make the most of every day!